so sad..

Saturday, March 1, 2008

    Alright. One month to go and we’ll be leaving ICAM… I know i’ve always complained about the school, but i can’t hide the fact that i’m going to miss it.. Specifically the people.. I’ve been thinking of this since the first day of our senior year.. I don’t want to leave… But then we always have to move forward and not the other way around. But right now I’m not sure forward really is. 

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    We’re gonna take our last final (redundancy?) exam on tuesday. Right after that we’ll be re-checking the papers. Then after that we’re gonna have grad practices. Wonder what’s next? go figure.

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    I want coffee..

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    Bye. 

 

read…

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

   Naruto

 I’m reading the manga version of Naruto Shippuden which starts at Chapter 245. I decided to start at the "Kakashi Gaiden" series which hasn’t been animated yet. Weee. I thin i like reading more than watching. 

exams

    We won’t be starting exams tomorrow because we already took our computer exam last week. So I think there’s nothing to worry about for tomorrow. yay..

 

which one?

    I still can’t decide where to go for college… T___T UST? PLM?

clash?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

   birthdays, update

    The swimming trip’s on, but I didn’t make it to raphee’s birthday… T___T I hate myself. Anyway, I think she’s mad at me… 

    I can’t miss out on tj’s party because kuya kristian took a day off just so we (me and paulo) could come. We were supposed to go tuesday to wednesday, but my mother won’t let me come becaus it’s exam week. Wednesday was kuya kristian’s only day off, but ate angel convinced him to drop work today and tomorrow.

    On the other hand, I know rapi’s been saving up for this. And I really wanted to come. But I can’t risk being late. I wouldn’t want my aunts eyeing me angrily because we got late… I hate myself…

 

Karma

    I know I’m not supposed to find this funny, but I can’t stop smiling when I think about what happened… 

 

birthdays…

Saturday, February 23, 2008

    No, it’s not my birthday. On February 25 my niece tj will be turning 5… We’re supposed to go on a swimming trip.. But uh, I don’t think the details have been layed out yet… I’m not sure if we would make it… Ugh.

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    Tomorrow, I’m going out with my friends for Rapi’s birthday celebration. She’s been saving up for this… We’re goin to SM MoA.. I’m not sure how it would all turn out. I’m not even sure who’s going to come.

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     My playlist sounds weird. One moment you’re hearing Vanessa Carlton’s Nolita Fairytale,next thing you know you’re singing Sexy Lady. Then it would switch to Mr. Brightside. I’ve been mixing up my playlist lately..

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    INCUBUS CONCERT

     I wanna come… But I don’t know who to come with.. Ugh.. Then there’s Maroon 5 too. I  wanna go..

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    New Layout

    Yeah… I made the banner with Photoshop cs2 using the fractal brushes that cmae gave me.. the font i used for the "illusionsofrealia" watermark was MA Sexy… Its my official watermark, but i don’t use it that much.. too lazy to put it there.. lol

enough…

Friday, February 22, 2008

    So okay, I know this is a late post but i just felt i had to write it down or something. I don’t know why I just suddenly decide on writing an entry. Weird habit, eh?

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    As you all know (let’s pretend this isn’t a private blog, okay?) I played piano for our school program last Valentine’s Day. I had two performances (hell, if our teacher didn’t cut other numbers you’d see me four times on the stage).

    The first one was with Ericah. That peice was sort of crammed… We only had like a moment’s worth of practice (and obviously, it’s not that much). We did a medley-ish version of A Thousand Miles and White Houses both by Vanessa Carlton. I played A Thousand Miles while she did White Houses. Ericah did great. And to think she just recovered from fever. Even if we lacked practice, we pulled it off. The audience didn’t know how they were supposed to really sound like anyway.

      The second one was with Notions (Anshe, Arcy, Jara and Paolo Miguel). We played Boston by Augustana. I sort of messed up on the last part, but pulled it off as well. Right after Boston, they played a part from Define by Hilera and Torete by Moonstar88. They were great.

    When I went home, I didn’t touch the keyboard. I didn’t use it the day after that, and the day after that. I still haven’t used it until now. I feel like I’ve played enough to last me about two years. It’s not like I’m tired. It’s not because I was traumatized by playing in front of a crowd (I didn’t even flinch). I just don’t feel like it. I have this weird feeling that I’m starting to forget all the new peices I just learned (BAD), but I don’t want to practice either. Bottom point, TINATAMAD AKO.

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    I passed PLM. yay

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     Soon enough, we’ll be fitting our togas for graduation (SAD). It’s our final exams next week. After that, we’re going to pratice for graduation. I just can’t believe it.

    This afternoon, we had a meeting with Sr. Yoly for the yearbook. We passed by the kindergarten section of the school and I saw my Kinder garten teacher, Ms. Cruz. I felt really bad and it’s like the fact that we’re leaving dropped on me like huge boulder. It was like last thing you knew you were crying your lungs out because you didn’t want your mom to go away while you have classes, the next thing you know you’re reviewing for you final exams. 

    The idea makes my stomach lurch. X_X

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    I’m so confused. Nothing serious. Just confused.