weak.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

    We had our Unit Test on CLE this morning… It was fine… It was purely essay. (You have to choose three out of five questions..) Right after that we had TLE. And Ms. Reyes was discussing in detail, pregnancy… I don’t really like that topic. Okay, I HATE that topic. LOL. So i started feeling nauseous. I felt numb. I felt like puking. I felt terrible… So I decided to go to the clinic. At that very moment I stood, I felt even dizzier… And my eyesight went even worse than it is. The teacher asked me if I needed someone to go with me cause I looked very pale and I said no… So on and on I walked until I reached the school clinic which was on the other side of the world. When I got there, the nurse let me sleep. The first room was full so she sent me to the second one. There was no else in that room but me (oh really?). I’m not going to discuss everything that happened there… When a student left the first room. The nurse asked me if I wanted to transfer… I weakly said yes, which really meant :”Oh God yes. I’m suffocating in here.”

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    YM was in chaos tonight. Almost everyone is online. You have no idea what kind of conversations I had… Maybe I’ll post it some other time.. lol.

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     Papasok na si Jamie bukas.

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    Me and Ahra were waiting for Ericah to finish choir practice. We had nothing to do. So we decided to go around the school. Around, meaning including Off Limits Areas. It was fun. And suffocating. Now I know not to go to the Grade School Building alone, or in this case even by pairs.

      

Ash Wednesday…

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

    I passed UST… great. okay, so i admit that i really do want to study in that school… My reason? Because its the only university, decent enough and NEAR enough. My courses, you ask? Electronics and Communications Engineer and.. Tourism… Now don’t go shouting at me saying.. “Ikaw? Magtu-Tourism ka?!” Well screw you.. I signed for that campus as a joke… I was so sure at ECE and was busy tring to find another course to write when i decide to write Tourism, I hastily wrote it on the first blank… I didn’t know that it was going to be re-entered on an electronic machine… My first thought was: Erasures won’t look good on my application. So I wrote ECE on the second blank. My mom was the one who submitted it to UST and she didn’t know.. So much for that… Unfortunately, I passed Tourism. 

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    Okay. So my frineds wrote a letter to IT. I know that doesn’t make sense… But I can’t understand why IT wrote a letter to me… Was IT expecting that I’d take ITS side? (yes IT means the pronoun..) And does IT really think that we’d buy all that “IT WASN”T ME” crap? We already told IT… We’re not stupid.

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    Jamie’s been absent for like, FOREVER. And she’s the only one who knows the plans for our fair booth. I’m not sure our “leader” knows what she’s doing. Hell, she frightening our members away. Lighten up a bit, will you? I’m so grateful I was able to hold my temper that much.

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    Sean. No. not Sean Kingston. waaah. may crush ako…? But God, why does it have to be a someone lightyears away? haha.

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    Our class’ candid photo was given this afternoon. When I first saw it… I told myself: Gosh i look like a guy… LOL. Ang gwapo ko pala. 

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    We finally (stress finally) had our oral defense for our science project this afternoon. I studied. Well sort of. Congratulate me! I actually got 9 out of 10… I’m so happy.. It wan’t scary at all. Mrs. Peñaranda was so nice at that time, luckily. And our apparatus worked… We had Spam sandwich on Ash Wednesday.

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    I wonder if my parents would freak out if they found out that I’m not studying anymore. 

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    My mom asked me to cook dinner for tonight. I did scrambled eggs with cheese. Hey, I’m lazy.

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    My brother’s sick.

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    It’s Ash Wednesday. 

i AM here…

Saturday, February 2, 2008

     I figured… That i always need to talk and let everything i want to say, out. But i can’t find someone to talk to… No, i’m not a loner. Hell no. Now if you’re thinking that i’m in an emo mode (the trdaitional sense of an emo. i know your thinking of chucks right now)… no i’m not. i’m just bored that’s all. Now i don’t know who i’m talking to.. Only one person would probably read this.. (hey xmae? whatcha doin here? XD lol)

      Now, I’m hearing utada hikaru and ne-yo in my playlist.. and now i’m wondering if they really had a past affair.. (ooh. randomness…)

    I’ve always kept this blog private (it’s been four months since i made this..) And i finally had use for it…(see the entry titled ‘YOU’ lol) I’f probably be chrarged of flaming for that entry lol. I’m not about to open up another topic. Especially not that one. So lets think of something new…

    Valentine’s Day is spelled with an apostrophe.. (oo alam ko alam mo..sila hinde.. lol) ((now playing: broken by seether and amy lee.. okey i’ll stop that now…)) I don’t know what you guys think about this day.. i used to hate it (not because of the whole ‘DATE’ thing.. i couldn’t care less lol) it’s my lola’s death anniv… but we’ve all moved on now.. Mommy (that’s what i call my lola..) has always been good to me.. but mama (yes, my mother) has always told me that she was a disciplinarian mother… but i haven’t seen that side of mommy. i remember when i first went to the province for a vacation.. i was alone because mama let me come with my aunts who lived in different houses than mine.. So everything was all strange to me.. i faintly understood what they were all saying (they speak cebuano). I didin’t want to eat… Mommy asked me why… I told her that i want my yaya.. (my yaya at that time lived in the same town as my lola’s) So went out and rode pedicab to my yaya’s house… Back at our house, my yaya fed me. (i was 3 yrs old, and scared. lol) ever since that day, i was never scared of my lola.. So yeah, this whole paragraph isn’t dedicated to St. Valentine, but to Mommy. We all love you… :3

    This year. Valentine’s Day. Song Fest. No i’m not going to sing. I’m going to play, lol. That’s about everything for this paragraph— what am i going to play, you ask? (oo xmae. alam ko alam mo.. lol) the piano. 

    I learned to play the piano when i was 9. My mom made me take piano lessons. Piano wasn’t really what i had in mind… I  wanted violin… But then my mom said that both piano and piano lessons are much cheaper than a violin (not including lessons lol)… I never went to a formal piano training. Like the ones which made you perform recitals every week. My mom signed me up for a piano tutor… And she was good. She was the organ player for a Protestant church in the neighborhood. I liked her. She was young and in her final year of college. So this was a big help for her… She was taking Computer Engineering (maybe this is another reason why i want to take another engineering course…) I took less than fifteen sessions with her… At first we had Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays… Then we switched to Tuesdays and Thursday. Then i wanted to stop. Not because i can’t learn, but because i just wanted to stop. I didn’t hate piano, and my mom not letting me take violin. I just wanted to stop. I practiced by myself for one year, then stopped. I was already in second year highschool (13 years old, i think) when i played again. My mom bought me a new keyboard and i tried to recollect everything i learned in that month’s worth of  lessons. There was this peice that me and my teacher never got to finish… I liked it especially when my mom said that it was daddy’s (my lolo who i never got to meet) favorite peice. I only finished it when i was in third year, by myself. I only played piano when i felt like it. Every three months (i counted lol). This year, i think i regained my interest. I learned new peices… I still hate note reading… But i managed.. lol. As for violin, i think i’ll come to that eventually.. (Kim,  peram ako ah?? lol)

    my, that was long… i’m going to stop now.. see you next year.. just kidding. lol ^^ 

My Ultimate Dream

Monday, October 29, 2007

The common cold is one of the most common (duh) sickness known to man. Yet I'm still wondering why they still haven't come up with a cure for this (sniff).

Now, I sit here, with the tissue canister right beside the keyboard. I begin daydreaming about myself finally discovering the cure for this infernal disease. But I still don't know what would be a possible cure. Does it have the same cure for snake poison? (I don't need to discuss how snake poison is cured, right?)

It's because the typical cold really has no cure. Imagine yourself getting rid of all the phlegm… Pano ka magkakakulangot? It's just the way of life… ahaha.

Anyway. Colds isn't my only problem. I also got headache, cough and dysmeanorrhea(is the spelling alright? ahaha) Just give me cancer and tb, and I'd be all set to die.

Oh, joy.